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1....///////. Not really sure how to use this facility. Its difficult to translate from paper to computer without loosing to much humanitiy, in a black and white sense anyway. Grey scale and colour pallets suggests alterior motifs. Trying to come to terms and deal with the fact that this little box in front of me now contains my life and my future. In a positive sense, Its the beginning of a realization that computers can bring metaphysical concepts into reality. It acts as a tool for transcendence. Much like the idea that for a chair to exist, the idea of a chair must be formed in a metaphysical realm within the mind, before it is then translated and constructed on a material plane. In an exciting sense, yet for some reason i hold this as a negative at the minute, i can feel the deconstruction of hippie ideals and morals. These things i held close are being distilled into ethics and ways to approach happenings in reality. Shedding angst and anger and negativity and replacing them with logic and rational. Using dream states and sub-conscious flow to retrieve natural, authentic ideas, then translating these within this little digital box is a beautifully expansive, yet scary thing.
An ethic of minimalism - do less things more fully.
- Discipline is power
- clean authentic ideas bring clarity and evoke purity.
This computer gives me power to create my own worlds.
Within the framework and context of this screen, I play god. I am God.
The infinite is, by its nature, an evolving force that is leaning through the chaos of trial and error.
This is, and therefore i am.
Everything is everything in metaphor and language. ONE.
The screen is looking more and more like my own eyes are looking back at me.?